Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Chapter 10


@anonymousblogg5
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Yesterday was kind of good, y3ny I don’t know I felt happy bzyada!
Rj3t elbeet w slmt 3la mama w tsb7t w lbst w r7na beet jdy w jdty.. kil yoom 5mees fe 3’da bbeet jdy w jdty ahl oboy, jdy w jdty jihat mom mato ethneenhom allah yr7mhom mn zman.

Elzbda 83dna nsoolf w ki4a b3deen at 6 kint b6l3 m3 Arwa so mrtny w msheena.

Arwa: hah ween tbeen nroo7?
Me: madry.
Arwa: m63m?
Me: la el7mdella twny makla bbeet jdy.
Arwa: esh aklty?
Me: macaroni.
Arwa: macaroni el7een?
Me: la y3ny elsa3a 2:30 t8reebn.
Arwa: ha4a twk?
Me: eywa.
Arwa: allah yhdeek bs.
Me: shokran ya o5tah.
Arwa: 6yb ajl nroo7 amwaj mall n9l7 my laptop fe itechia b3deen nroo7 burger fuel?
Me: okay w ee 97 ab3’a jarir bookstore aby the fault in our stars.
Arwa: alright!

W9lna w we went down w wdeena Arwa’s laptop b3deen r7na jarir.
Me: the fault in our stars?
The man: not coming anytime soon.
Me: mafy arwa bshtreeh y3ny bshtreeh! Nroo7 Virgin w alobikan?
Arwa: okay m3 enh maly 5l8.
Me: mo 3la keefk.
6l3na w r7na virgin w s2lt a cute Saudi guy y3ny shklh 93’eer w ki4a cute xD
elzbda
me: excuse me fe the fault in our stars?
The guy: john green?
Me: yeah.
The guy: sorry bs it’s sold out.
Me: 6yb mita bejy marra thanya?
The guy: b3d two weeks ymkn.
Me: oh okay shokran.

I went outside and saw Arwa with her milkshake mn shakeout!
Me: ya 7mara ab3’aaaa :(
Arwa: ma 8lteely.
Me: 6yb eshtreely broo7 el3baikan.
Arwa: esh tbeen?
Me: reese’s.
Arwa: okay.

The book was sold out b3d madry mita bla8eeh! I went back to arwa w rkbna elsyara.
Arwa: ghada?
Me: hala?
Arwa: a8oolk sr?
Me: 8olii?
Arwa: bnf83 el7mdella ma feeny 7eel la burger wala shyy.
Me: 7ta ana!!
Arwa: nrj3 beetkom?
Me: okay bs 3’reeba ma 8lty beetkom? =))
Arwa: khuwaild mnady a97abh w mz3jeen ma8dr ast7mlhom ymkn a8tlhom.
Me: HHAHAHAHAHA =))
Arwa: ma y6’7k.
Me: okay sorry mama.

W9lna elbeet w 6l3na foo8 w 83dna 3la jawaltna shwy n6868 b3deen sh3’lna mbc 4 kano 7a6een titanic 83dna nshoof eleen ma nmna bni9 elmovie…


I woke up w shft nfsy 8a3da bfrshy zeen I tried to remember what happened yesterday w 8mt ashoof ween Arwa.. she was gone akeed a7d 97aha =))
I checked my phone and went to twitter.
Dm:
Abdulla: -heey.
-I missed you.
-where the hell are you?

Me: -dude chill I was busy a little yesterday :p I missed you too! How are you?

Abdulla: I’m great! You?
Me: yeah I’m fine!
Abdulla: what’s up?
Me: nothing why will anything will be up?
Abdulla: esh feek 39bty? =))
Me: ma 39bt =))
Abdulla: madry 7seetk 39bty =))
Me: la ana ma a39b a9ln B)
Abdulla: ee mashala.
Me: :]
Abdulla: can I call you?
Me: no I can’t.
Abdulla: why?
Me: I feel guilty cause I feel like I’m betraying my father’s trust!
Abdulla: just for 5 minutes?
Me: no I can’t.
Abdulla: please?
Me: just for 5 minutes?
Abdulla: I promise!
Me: alright.

I called him, I saved his number in my phone as Fatima.

Me: hey.
Abdulla: hala blzain!
Me: haha hala :p
Abdulla: sh5bark?
Me: el7mdella enta keefk?
Abdulla: el7mdella w esh 3loomk?
Me: el7reem ma 3ndhom 3loom bs elrjajeel.
Abdulla: y3ny esh a8oolk?
Me: umm madry zy esh fstank? Amz7 malh d5l!
Abdulla: hahaha m7shsha =))
Me: ma y6’7k =))
Abdulla: ana 6’7kny 6yb!
I stayed silent.
Abdulla: w esh b3d?
Me: wala shy..
Abdulla: 6yb b8oolk shy.
Me: halaa 8ool.
Abdulla: la 5la9 hwnt.
Me: 8ool!
Abdulla: la la 5la9.
Me: bt8ool wala keef!
Abdulla: wala kaif hahahaha!
Me: s5eef!
Abdulla: adry!
Me: 5la9 bye 3bdulla broo7 af6r m3 the family t7t!
Abdulla: bye!

I went down with guilt running through my veins bs madry I didn’t know what to do or how I really felt!
We ate and baba w e5wany ra7o el9ala and I went up and prayed and watched The vampire dairies w like ever jom3a tsd7 all the way..

I went to my parents room and knocked the door and entered, yeah I don’t wait for the reply =))

Me: baba bnsafer hlsna?
Baba: lisa ween tb3’een troo7een enty bs amry?
Me: 5lnroo7 canada!
Baba: Canada marra w7da?
Me: ee nfsy aroo7lha mn zman!
Baba: bs marra b3eeda!
Me: please?
Baba: nshoof inshala..
Me: shokran baba 7beeby <3
Baba: ma 8lt 6yb!
Me: bs bt8ool ana mt2kda! <3
Baba: y9eer 5eer.
Me: baba ab3’a a5 kbeer.
Baba: ana o5ook elkbeer.
Me: la a89d a5 9d8yy.
Baba: ana 6yb smeeny besmyy.
Me: baba atklm mn 9d8!
Baba: w ana b3d!
Me: 6yb esmk b3d esmy ma y9eer ela5 nfs esm elebo!
Baba: 5ly esm jdk wara esmk!
Me: 5la9 okay ll2bd bsmeek 3zooz!
Baba: 5la9 6yb!
Me: okay 3zoz nby nroo7 elba7rain mn zman ma r7na!
Baba: 6yb nroo7 bni9 elesboo3?
Me: okay 3adi ay w8t!
Baba: inshala bshoof e4a ma 3ndi ejtima3at!
Me: inshala 3shan ma aroo7 a4b7hom!
Baba: 3ad ha4a elsh3’l ya mama ki4aa!
Me: b9eer your Secretary.
Baba: ee y9eer tn6’meen mwa3eedy.
Me: zy elslam 3leekom m3ak 3bdul3ziz AlX secretary esh tb3’a?
Baba: la slam 3leekom mktb 3bdul3ziz AlX?
Me: okay!
I chatted a bit with dad and went to my room and chatted a bit with Abdulla on twitter b3deen I slept for school! 

Monday, February 11, 2013

Chapter 9


@anonymousblogg5

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Ghada’s side:

I kept repeating what happened in my head b3deen jany notification mn twitter, when I opened it kant mn 3bdulla. For a moment 5ft enh 3rf bs wait keef by3rf ma 3ndh dleel!

Hind: rasy y3wr marra bnam el7een good night.
Me: nighty!

Twitter:
3bdulla: heey.
Me: hello!
3bdulla: tra I’m back!
Me: yeah I know
3bdulla: keef?
Me: you tweeted?
3bdulla: I just tweeted that I’m in the airplane.
Me: so it’s the same y3ny you’re in the plane fe ejazat Christmas y3ny you’re coming here :p
3bdulla: y3ny you’re not stalking me or something?
Me: noo mn zeenk a9ln -_-
3bdulla: you know I’m hot.
Me: you know I’m sexy.
3bdulla: you know you’re beautiful.
Me: you know you’re handsome.
3bdulla:  I know who are you.
Me: you know you know me.
3bdulla: no seriously I know.
8m6t!
me: ohh yeah? Who am I ajl?
3bdulla: Lama Talal.
Me: are you kidding me?
3bdulla: no actually.
Me: haha how funny.
I giggled at how he makes a funny conversation looks serious.
3bdulla: I know right, btw why haven’t you slept yet?
Me: I’m kind of I don’t know hungry and uncomfortable.
3bdulla: why?
Me: I’m sleeping at a new friend house and she has a headache so she slept early and left me alone.
3bdulla: so go down and get food?
Me: ast7y.
3bdulla: mn wsho? She’s your friend.
Me: 3shan ki4a madry she has big brothers and madry bs ast7y.
3bdulla: you girl made me feel hungry too.
Me: haha a7sn.
3bdulla: I’m going to Herfy to get some food, I missed ha4a elm63m.
me: that’s why Saudi Arabia is a nice place.
3bdulla: I see.

Shwy ella sm3t Hind’s phone vibrating 8mt 3shan ashoof meen: 3boodi the hottie <3

Rj3t ensd7t 3la frashy.
He called again az3j ahly -_- b3deen Hind 8amt.
Hind: n3m?
3bdulla: hind raye7 herfy tboon shy?
Hind: ana  maby bs d8ee8a, Ghada tbeen shy mn herfy?
Ghada: la maly nfs.
3bdulla: lazm bjeeblkom ethneenkom bs wsh tboon?

I wanted to order so badly l2ny knt bmoot mn eljoo3.

Hind: ghada y8ool lazm bsr3a tklmy wsh tbeen?
Me: tortilla.
Hind: tby tortilla w ana bnam bye.
3bdulla: e4a w9lt keef ta5e4 aklha 6yb?
Hind: allah la yheenk di8 3leeha aw ay shy bkeefkom ana bnam 5la9.
3bdulla 36eeni eyaha 6yb.
Hind: ghada emsky klmy.
Me: maby ast7y wsh d5lnyy!
Hind: BSR3A!
Me: 6yb asf.
I tried to change my voice.
Me: alo?
3bdulla: hala ghada asf 5r3tk elyoom bs 7sbtk hind.
Me: la 3ady.
3bdulla: 6yb 8lty tortilla 97?
Me: ee.
3bdulla: yeah hi excuse me can I have 2 tortilla’s? medium size, yeah meal, that’s it.

He was talking to the man while I’m in the line kint b8fl until he called my name.
Me: hala.
3bdulla: 6yb e4a w9lt ad8 3la jawalk?
Me: uhh la di8 mn jawal hind 3ady.
3bdulla: okay ajl m3 elsalama.
Me: bye.

I was nervous and shaking… I’m sure he knew that lama is me! Y3ny it’s obvious 7ta el3’bi by3rf. I need to end lama!

I went stalking through twitter w ki4a until hind’s phone vibrated.
Me: alo?
3bdulla: ahleen tjeen takleen t7t?
me: la 5la9 bs e4a t8dr 76h 8idam 3’rft hind w ba54a shokran.
3bdulla: inshalaa.
Me: shokran bye.
3bdulla: yalla 76eeth 8idam el3’rfa tra.
Me: ba54h shokran.
3bdulla: 5la9 yr7m omk w8fy t8oleen shokran =))
me: 6yb 5la9 asf.
3bdulla: asf ajl hah?

Daymn a8oolh asf bLama w he always try to correct it by saying asfa bs I always end up with asf!
Me: yalla good night.
3bdulla: good night.

I opened the door to get the food I’ve been craving.

3bdulla’s side:

she opened the door and I can here her tummy mumbling inside.. I stayed watching her mn b3eed bdoon ma tshoofny w b3deen d5lt w 8flt elbab.
Ahh ya ghada lw tdreen shkthr I love you and how hard I’m falling for you?

I opened twitter and dmed her
Me: I just got back from herfy!
Lama: oh heey welcome back!
Me: my sister kant bt8tlny bs el7mdella her friend an84t elmw8f.
Lama: lol why?
Me: her friend elly hy bnt 9dee8 oboy elly hy Ghada the one I asked you about.. mskeena elyoom 5r3tha bl3’l6 a7sbha e5ty l2nha kant 7a6a mask w mskeena ra7t trk6’ el3’rfa b3deen e5ty 8altly enha ghada =))
Lama: LOL mskeena 5r3tha.
Me: ma kan 89dy! Elzbda 5l akml lma klmt e5ty hawshtny 3shan 8ltlha esh tby mn m63m b3deen 8alt ma tby shy w ghada awl shy 8alt ma tby b3deen 8alt tby tortilla, I never tasted tortilla bs I’m sure ghada is  a good taster.
Lama: what’s up with you and ghada?
Me: nothing bs I just like her and I’m kind of falling for her, I mean her smile? I can’t remove the way she smiles when she’s feeling awkward, and the way she get surprised by opening her mouth and her tiny eyes is cute and everything about her is beautiful.
Lama: she’s not that beautiful you know, ktheer bnat fe mdrstna a7la.
Me: bs my eyes fell on this girl.
Lama: lol she must be very lucky.
Me: no I’m the one who’s lucky to know that a girl like that exist!
lama: does she know that you like her?
Me: I have no idea, you tell me does she?
Lama: esh d5lny go ask her!
Me: no ma tkshf 3ly y3ny tt3’6a.
Lama: ohh mashala 3leeha kuwais.
Me: ee nader bnat el7een ki4a 9ar ktheer 3ndhom 3ady w kil elnas her brothers.
Lama: 9d8 walla. 3bdulla?
Me: yeah?
Lama: I’m going to sleepy now good night.
Me: good night.

Ghada’s side:

I slept with a smile on my face.. why? Because there is someone who sees me beautiful 3’eer my dad, y3ny baba w mama a76hom bmthl “القرد بعين امه غزال”.

Hind woke me up at 10 telling me that mama called and the driver is outside now so I ran as fast as I could to bathroom and did my daily things and wore my 3baya w slmt 3la 5alty w hind w rkbt elsyara.      

Friday, February 8, 2013

Chapter 8

@anonymousblogg5

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still 3bdulla's side:



me: hala lama keefk?
Ghada: kuwaisa inta keefk?
Me: I’m great!
It went silent until..
Me: Sooo w esh b3d?
Ghada: umm wala shy lol :p
Me: Lama esh enty?
Ghada: uhh Lama al amz7 ma8dr a8ool.
Me: it’s okay mo lazm t8oleen.

We stayed talking on the phone for an hour or so b3deen she said that she’s busy. I didn’t tell her that I knew that she was Ghada I wanted to see what is she trying to do and where does she wants to get with this!


Ghada’s side:

I felt nervous when I first talked to 3bdulla then it felt normal..
And tomorrow is Wednesday finnallyy!

I chatted a little with 3bdulla bltwitter.

3bdulla: can I hear your voice one more time before you sleep?
Me: la I can’t sorry!
3bdulla: please?
Me: tomorrow?
3bdulla: just for 5 minutes?
Me: la I’m sorry no not today!
3bdulla: fine then tomorrow!
Me: alright inshala.
3bdulla: good night <3
me: nighty :]

I slept with 3bdulla on my mind.. and I slept thinking about what will dad would do if he knew and what would he think and about how would he treat me and about what if 3bdulla knew who I really am and everything!

Mama woke me up.. I was too sleepy elly bzyada and my stomach was hurting me so much! I cried until mom told me that it’s okay if I skipped school and I did!

I slept again and woke up at 9:30.. I saw a new notification from twitter and a message.. I opened twitter and read the dm:

 @3bdulla_x: good morning beautiful :D!
me: morning.. bs wait you don’t know how I look so you don’t have the right to call me beautiful without seeing how I look!

I switched to the phone messages.
Hind: heey Ghada keefk sh5bark? Mn zmaan 3nk ya shee5a!
Me: hala hind el7mdella b5eer enty keefk?  7ta entyy walla!

I switched to twitter and a new dm is there.
3bdulla: so would you send me a picture to see your beauty?
Me: no.
3bdulla: would you at least tell me how you look to picture you in my head?
Me: 6yb I’m so faat ldrjat over-weight, ugly, smra marra, sh3ry 5shn w kishaa, my fingers are so large that It takes all the energy in me  just to use my phone, you see I have iphone and iphones are all about the fingers!
3bdulla: I’m sure that you’re so not like that!
Me: you should deal with it that’s why I didn’t sent you my picture a5af 3leek!
3bdulla: la t5afeen ana a5wf ma a5af!
Me: la m3ay bt5af 9d8ny!
3bdulla: -_-
I didn’t answer and went to check the new message.
Hind: kuwaisa bs wait leeh ma r7ty elmdresa?
Me: maly 5l8 w b6ny kan shwy y3wrny fa mama 8alt 3adi a3’eeb =))
Hind: dl3 bnat -_-
Me: yeaah bnat a5er zmn!
Hind: that’s right 6yb 3ndk shy el7een?
Me: la leeh?
Hind: n6l3 nf6er bra?
Me: alright just let me ask mom!
Hind: 6yb!

I went to ask mom and she said no -_-

Me: hind mama t8ool la :(
Hind: 36eeny r8mha ana b8oolha!
Me: 05********

B3d exactly 10 minutes my phone rang and it was mom.
Me: hala mama.
Mom: yalla hind btmrk el7een elbsy!
Me: shokraan ya ajml om <3
Mom: 3fwan!

I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower and wore my black jeans with a shirt and wore my 3baya and took my bag, iphone and earphones and waited for Hind to call.

After 5 minutes hind called me and told me that she was outside and I went to her. Slmt 3leeha and we went to Amori elly blRashid. i ordered waffle! And checked my phone to see a new dm from 3bdulla.

3bdulla: where are you?
Me: out with a friend of mine nf6r :p
3bdulla: mashala absent w 6al3a tf6r :p
me: ee lol!
3bdulla: ween r7to?
Me: amori elly blrashid.
3bdulla: oh really? My sister and ha4eek 3’ada elly s2ltk 3nha 4ak elyoom hinak b3d!
me: ohh mashala :p
3bdulla: yeah :p

I turned to see hind.
Me: hind 8lty l27d eny 6al3a m3ak?
Hind: ee ktbt status blbbm!
Me: ohh.
Hind: leeh?
Me: la wala shyy :p
Hind: mt2kdaa?
Me: ee walla 3ady :p
Hind: okay.

5leet jawali and we started to chat about random things w ki4a b3deen she told me to go back with her and swim in their swimming pool I called mom and she agreed! I seriously love this girl marra 7leela! Ma kan ly 5l8 for swimming w ki4a bs I couldn’t say no y3ny I don’t have an excuse!

We went to their house kan marra kbeer! Her dad shafna w e7na da5leen w estans marra  w slm 3ly w ki4a b3deen 6l3na lher room.

Hind: 3adi e4a lbsty bikini?
Me: la ma a7b albs :p
Hind: I was sure of that w ma 3ndi 3’eerhom!
Me: 3adi 5la9 mo lazm!
Hind: seriously? La 6b3n t3aly ymkn m8ask zy 3bood t3aly njrb his shorts!
Me: la mab3’a ast7y!
Hind: ya rb enh he’s not here -_-
Me: 7ta lw!
Hind: t3aly bla dl3!
Me: alright alright jaya!

We went there.. his room was a nice-looking mess! The mess that I liked!

Hind: m3leeh adry enha zbala bs he doesn’t like the maid to clean his room so he said he would clean lma yrj3 elmarra eljaya inshala!
Me: la 3adi bl3ks I like this kind of mess!
Hind: zeen hahaha :p

I took one of his shorts el8deemeen lma kan 6’3eef marra! Y3ny el7een hw mo dob bs shwy mrbrb w ana b3d bs rbrbt elwld 3’eer 3n elbnt :p

Anyways r7na w l3bna brka w estansna w sh3’lna songs w 83dna nsthbl it was so fun! I checked my phone ella he didn’t send anything so I went to check when was the last time he opened whats app kan mn zman y3ny.

83dna eleen 3 o’clock b3deen d5lna w tsb7na w we ordered mn herfy.. hind gave me one of her shirts and jeans and we watched Les Miserable awl ma bda elmovie ja elakl so we ate while watching the movie b3deen mama called me to tell me that the driver is outside..

I went out w ma l8eet elsawa8 so I called him.

Me: m7md weenk?
M7md: I crashed with another car!
Me: what? so who will take me?
M7md: I don’t know I was about to call your mother but I don’t have r9eed!
Me: did the car really damaged?
M7md: yes it wont work now!
Me: okay 5la9 I’ll call mom!

I called mom
Me: mama m7md swa 7adith syarth ma tsht3’l!
Mom: tsthbleen?
Me: ee walla!
Mom: 6yb bdwr a7d yjeebk!
Me: leeh ween baba?
Mom: safr.
Me: mta?!
Mom: elyoom el9b7!
Me: leeh m7d 8aly!
Mom: knty nayma!
Me: 6yb 5la9 bs mama bsr3a 5ly a7d yjy.
Mom: inshala m3 elslama.
Me: bye!

Rj3t elbeet w 6l3t lHind’s room and Dana was there..
Me: hii
Hind: ma r7tyy?
Me: saw8na swa 7adth w elsyara ma tsht3’l w baba msafer!
Hind: namyy!
Me: la ma8dr 93ba a9ln ahly mst7eel ywaf8oon lw amoot beet 3maty w a3mamy blmoot tbeen hina?
Hind: 3adi w mafy 3bdulla el7een so 3adi!
Me: 9d8eeny mara7 ywaf8oon abdan!
Hind: ajl inshala m7d yjy ya54k =))
Me: bla s5afaa!

We talked until mama called.
Me: ahleen mama!
Mama: ahleen 7beebty.
Me: ha meen bejy?
Mama: m7d  feeh kilhom ma y8droon w beet hind mo jnbna b3eed.
Me: esh el7l 6yb?
Mama: tnameen 3ndhom?
Me: wait mo la2?
Mama: obook 9dee8 obooha w ma3ndhom awlad 3’eer s3ood el93’eer!

I whispered: bs ab3’a arj3 elbeet!
Mom: ma l8eet esh aswy y3ny!
Me: 5la9 okay good night mommy!
Mama: t9b7een 3la 5eer.

I returned to hind.
Me: hind 3adi anam 3ndkom?
Hind: ha4i elsa3a elmbarkaa!
Me: hahaha la bs 3shan mafy a7d yrj3nyy!
Hind: zeen ajl yalla think what should we do!
Me: madry!
Hind: 6yb lets put masks on?
Me: alright!
Hind: I’ll bring the masks w el5yar w ki4a w enty sh3’ly elstereo!
Me: okay!
Sh3’lth w I checked my phone w 83dt asoolf m3 arwa shwy b3deen I checked twitter and 3bdulla didn’t send me anything! I was mad bs y3ny whatever a9ln mn zeenh a9ln ma yhmny abdn!

After a while hind came with a bowl full of a green thingy and another bowl with white thingy!

36tny robe w hy lbst another one w 76eena elmask w el5yar w we stayed hearing our favorite songs w kil shwy nthawsh 3la elsongs b3deen zhgt w j3t fa 8lt lHind tjeebky akl mo 9d8y bs e4a feeh 9d8y tjeebly..

hind: asht3’l 3ndik ana? Elbeet betik roo7y jeeby lik elly tbeen!
Me: ast7y a5af abook t7t!
Hind: mo hina he wont come safr elriyadh 3ndh meeting!
Me: alright tbeen shy?
Hind: la shokran!

I went down with the robe and the mask to the kitchen.. kant elsa3a 11 w elbeet kan hady marra! So ft7t elthalaja w 83dt adwr shy.. bab elbeet elr2eesy 8idam elkitchen bl6’b6 bs y3ny beenhom msafa 6weela shwy..
Sm3t 9oot elbab yft7 bs lma 6leet mafy a7d!
Me: meen hina?
Sm3t 9oot thani

Me: tra ma a5af meen hina!
..: BOO!
I screamed bs he closed my mouth with his hands!

3bdulla: allah y8rfk esh ha4a elshy elly bwjhik! hind esh feeh 9otik t3’yr! la w b3deen 6’3fty wala ythy2ly?

I stared at him w wjhy kan wa6’e7 eny 5ayfa w b3deen labsa robe wj3!!! Ma jtny wala fkry bkeef at9rf fa 5leeth w 6l3t foo8 ark6’ w 8flt elbab!

Hind: esh feek!!
Me: 3bdulla t7t ya 7mara!!
Hind: esh 3bdulla jaa!!!
Me: ee!!
Hind: broo7 aslm 3leeh!

And she left..
I stared at myself in the mirror.. we3 leeh ma shafny ella ki4aa!

R7t el7mam w 3’slt wjhy w 83dt 3la jawaly.. kila merry charismas.. keef nseet ana b3d -_-  

3bdulla’s side:

I was so confused y3ny leeh Hind swt ki4a?
Jat hind b3d 5 minutes.
Me: esh feek hrbty mny? :(
Hind: ha4eek ghada mskeena esh sweet lha jat w hy ma t8dr ttnfs =))
Me: k4aba! Namt hina?
Hind: ee btnam.
Me: okaay..
Hind: keefk ya 7mar b3deen leeh t8ool enkk ma btejy?
Me: kint ab3’a asweeha surprise!
Hind: kil elbeet naymeen 5la9 mafy surprise!
Me: 7ta oboy?
Hind: la ra7 elriyadh elyoom.
Me: ohh 6yb ajl ana 6ale3 3’rfty el7een!
Hind: inshala e4a tb3’a shy 8oly!
Me: 6yb <3

And I went to my room thinking about what happened with ghada =)) she’s Lama!

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Chapter 7


hey guys, sorry for not posting yesterday bs i was super busy! anyway i hope you like this post! enjoy!

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Mom: Ghada gommy.
Me: inshala el7een.

5minutes later:
mom: ghadaaa gommy!!
Me: mama mama 9a7yaaa!!!

5 minutes later:
*mom opens the light*
me: MAMAAA!!! WALLA MA A8OOM ELEEN MA T6FEENHA!!
Mama: 8ommy!!
Me: awl shy 8fly ellmbaa!!
Mama: mara7 a8flha!

8mt 8fltha w rj3t sreery I checked my phone w my messages w ki4a.

I tweeted: opening the light makes me wanna sleep more, mommy.

You can see that I tweet a lot!

I entered the bathroom, took a shower and wore my uniform and we’re off to school.

The whole day I was thinking of how I can get to 3bdulla, so an evil idea popped into my head and my brain was fighting with itself  about how wrong the idea is and nobody will know you just try it and it’s okay you just shouldn’t tell him your name!

W Arwa kil d8ee8a ts2lny esh feeny bs 9d8 mafeeny shy bs afkr!

5l9 eldawam w rj3t elbait.. I went on twitter and made a fake account.
My name is Lama Talal. I don’t know mn ween jbt elesm bs it just came! Elzbda I followed ktheer nas w I waited and tweeted about random things to not make 3bdulla suspicious.

A whole week has passed. I haven’t planed anything this weekend so I’m super free! I like free weekends where I only stalk, watch movies and favorite tv shows and enjoying doing nothing!

Anyway I opened my Lama account and followed 3bdulla. I had 100 followers now and I unfollowed people who doesn’t follow me back. I waited for his follow bs he didn’t follow back although he tweeted! I wrote: @3bdulla_X hey can I get a follow back?

After few minutes I got a follow+ a reply! I was super excited!

3bdulla: @LamaT749 followed :)

me: @3bdulla_x thank you!

I dmed him: hey
3bdulla: hi
me: so wazzup?
3bdulla: za roof is up.
Me: est6’raf much?
3bdulla: e7timal yes.
Me: haha.
3bdulla: hehe.

I wanted him to say something I waited bs he didn’t. 7lft ma arsl shy eleen ma yrsly awl!
After few hours of waiting finally he sent me a dm:
3bdulla: soo your name is Lama?
Me: ahhh 8reet esmy foo8 y3ny ee -_-
3bdulla: dude chill I’m just trying to make a conversation here.
Me: yeah m3laih I’m just too tired of school ya5i hltrm 6’3’6 ktheer mwad 93ba!
3bdulla: adby wala 3lmy?
Me: 3lmy bs mo8rrat!
3bdulla: ee m8rrat a7sn bs mt3b shwy.
Me: ee 97.
3bdulla: ay mdrsa?
Me: AlX school.
3bdulla: ohh yd7onha w feeha international section!
Me: yeah.
3bdulla: leeh ma d5lty elinternational 6yb?
Me: knt bd5l bs my grades at physics and math didn’t help but they told me if I entered I would do better bs I changed my mind w d5l mo8rrat w msakeen elIG section mkrofeen marra!
3bdulla: ohh 3’reeba a3rf ethneen feeha ymd7onha.
Me: awlad?
3bdulla: ee.
Me: awlad marra a7sn mnna 3’eer kil shy.
3bdulla: e5wank hinak?
Me: yeah.
3bdulla: mashala km a3marhom?

I didn’t want to tell him 3shan a5af y3rf who I am bs b3deen I knew that he will never know y3ny he doesn’t have evident! Anyway I told him we talked shwy w he told me about where he’s studying and that..


3bdulla side:

this random girl talked to me.. I didn’t want to do anything with her bs 7seet eny fr7an w ana aklmha l2nha ttnrfz bsr3a madry leeh a7b anrfz elly ytnrfzoon bsr3a!
anyway when the girl told me that she was at the same school that ghada is in! I wanted to know if she knew ghada or no! so between the conversation I asked her if she knew Ghada.

Ghada’s side:

I was shocked when he asked me about me! Y3ny why does he even ask!
Me: ee bs bf9l thani.
3bdulla: ohh.
Me: leeh keef t3rfha?
3bdulla: la bs t9eer bnt 9dee8 oboy.
Me: ohh 3ad marra t8hr.
3bdulla: leeh?
Me: th8eelt dam w ki4aa!
3bdulla: ento elbnat 3’reebat :p
Me: LOL :p


Why did I say that about myself? Y3ny madry did I expect that he would defend me or what? my depression mood was on and I started listening to sad songs and reblogging on tumblr.


3bdulla’s side:

for a moment I thought of what if this is ghada bs no wsh d5l.

me and this girl who’s called Lama are chatting like everyday bs lots of things makes me suspect that ghada is the one who I’m talking to! W enh 3ndha 2 brothers w nfs 3mr e5wanha el9d8yyn :\

me: Lama?
Lama: yeah hi!
Me: can I call you?
Lama: I can’t.
Me: why?
Lama: 9oty y5wf!!
Me: -_-
Lama: 9d8 ma btnam fe elleel mn el5oof!
Me: la 3ady ana ma a5af!
Lama: la la a5af 3leek.
Me: la la t5afeen!
Lama: 6yb 3’9bn 3ny :(
Me: yalla lw sm7tyy!
Lama: ma8dr :(

She made her mind up she wouldn’t call bs I stayed begging her everyday until she agreed to let me call her!


Ghada’s Side:

Me and 3bdulla were chatting almost everyday.. the time difference sucks!

3bdulla kept begging me that he wants to call me. I didn’t want that! Okay kan fe mo5y enh bs chatting blkeyboard mo 9d8! I’m awkward I don’t know how to talk with men even in shops I would always let someone speak for me. I agreed and I made him promise that he will erase my number after the call and he said okay. I didn’t want to call 3la 6ool I told him that  will think about it bs he gave me his number anyway.

I thought a lot about what could happen if dad knew or my grandparents or Arwa bs 5la9 this will be the first and last time!

I entered the number he gave me and I was shaking.. for a moment I didn’t want him to answer!
…: Aloo.
Me: ahh ahleen :p
3bdulla: hala meen m3ay?
Me: uhh ana Gh..Lama!

Shit!!! Ya rb ma sm3 ya rb ma sm3!!!




3bdulla’s side:

GHADAA!! SHE IS GHADAAA! SHE WAS GOING TO SAY GHADA BS SHE SAID LAMA!! I KNEW SHE IS GHADA!!!