Chapter 7

hey guys, sorry for not posting yesterday bs i was super busy! anyway i hope you like this post! enjoy!

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Mom: Ghada gommy.

Me: inshala el7een.

5minutes later:

mom: ghadaaa gommy!!

Me: mama mama 9a7yaaa!!!

5 minutes later:

*mom opens the light*

me: MAMAAA!!! WALLA MA A8OOM ELEEN MA T6FEENHA!!

Mama: 8ommy!!

Me: awl shy 8fly ellmbaa!!

Mama: mara7 a8flha!

8mt 8fltha w rj3t sreery I checked my phone w my messages w ki4a.

I tweeted: opening the light makes me wanna sleep more, mommy.

You can see that I tweet a lot!

I entered the bathroom, took a shower and wore my uniform and we’re off to school.

The whole day I was thinking of how I can get to 3bdulla, so an evil idea popped into my head and my brain was fighting with itself  about how wrong the idea is and nobody will know you just try it and it’s okay you just shouldn’t tell him your name!

W Arwa kil d8ee8a ts2lny esh feeny bs 9d8 mafeeny shy bs afkr!

5l9 eldawam w rj3t elbait.. I went on twitter and made a fake account.

My name is Lama Talal. I don’t know mn ween jbt elesm bs it just came! Elzbda I followed ktheer nas w I waited and tweeted about random things to not make 3bdulla suspicious.

A whole week has passed. I haven’t planed anything this weekend so I’m super free! I like free weekends where I only stalk, watch movies and favorite tv shows and enjoying doing nothing!

Anyway I opened my Lama account and followed 3bdulla. I had 100 followers now and I unfollowed people who doesn’t follow me back. I waited for his follow bs he didn’t follow back although he tweeted! I wrote: @3bdulla_X hey can I get a follow back?

After few minutes I got a follow+ a reply! I was super excited!

3bdulla: @LamaT749 followed :)

me: @3bdulla_x thank you!

I dmed him: hey

3bdulla: hi

me: so wazzup?

3bdulla: za roof is up.

Me: est6’raf much?

3bdulla: e7timal yes.

Me: haha.

3bdulla: hehe.

I wanted him to say something I waited bs he didn’t. 7lft ma arsl shy eleen ma yrsly awl!

After few hours of waiting finally he sent me a dm:

3bdulla: soo your name is Lama?

Me: ahhh 8reet esmy foo8 y3ny ee -_-

3bdulla: dude chill I’m just trying to make a conversation here.

Me: yeah m3laih I’m just too tired of school ya5i hltrm 6’3’6 ktheer mwad 93ba!

3bdulla: adby wala 3lmy?

Me: 3lmy bs mo8rrat!

3bdulla: ee m8rrat a7sn bs mt3b shwy.

Me: ee 97.

3bdulla: ay mdrsa?

Me: AlX school.

3bdulla: ohh yd7onha w feeha international section!

Me: yeah.

3bdulla: leeh ma d5lty elinternational 6yb?

Me: knt bd5l bs my grades at physics and math didn’t help but they told me if I entered I would do better bs I changed my mind w d5l mo8rrat w msakeen elIG section mkrofeen marra!

3bdulla: ohh 3’reeba a3rf ethneen feeha ymd7onha.

Me: awlad?

3bdulla: ee.

Me: awlad marra a7sn mnna 3’eer kil shy.

3bdulla: e5wank hinak?

Me: yeah.

3bdulla: mashala km a3marhom?

I didn’t want to tell him 3shan a5af y3rf who I am bs b3deen I knew that he will never know y3ny he doesn’t have evident! Anyway I told him we talked shwy w he told me about where he’s studying and that..

3bdulla side:

this random girl talked to me.. I didn’t want to do anything with her bs 7seet eny fr7an w ana aklmha l2nha ttnrfz bsr3a madry leeh a7b anrfz elly ytnrfzoon bsr3a!

anyway when the girl told me that she was at the same school that ghada is in! I wanted to know if she knew ghada or no! so between the conversation I asked her if she knew Ghada.

Ghada’s side:

I was shocked when he asked me about me! Y3ny why does he even ask!

Me: ee bs bf9l thani.

3bdulla: ohh.

Me: leeh keef t3rfha?

3bdulla: la bs t9eer bnt 9dee8 oboy.

Me: ohh 3ad marra t8hr.

3bdulla: leeh?

Me: th8eelt dam w ki4aa!

3bdulla: ento elbnat 3’reebat :p

Me: LOL :p

Why did I say that about myself? Y3ny madry did I expect that he would defend me or what? my depression mood was on and I started listening to sad songs and reblogging on tumblr.

3bdulla’s side:

for a moment I thought of what if this is ghada bs no wsh d5l.

me and this girl who’s called Lama are chatting like everyday bs lots of things makes me suspect that ghada is the one who I’m talking to! W enh 3ndha 2 brothers w nfs 3mr e5wanha el9d8yyn :\

me: Lama?

Lama: yeah hi!

Me: can I call you?

Lama: I can’t.

Me: why?

Lama: 9oty y5wf!!

Me: -_-

Lama: 9d8 ma btnam fe elleel mn el5oof!

Me: la 3ady ana ma a5af!

Lama: la la a5af 3leek.

Me: la la t5afeen!

Lama: 6yb 3’9bn 3ny :(

Me: yalla lw sm7tyy!

Lama: ma8dr :(

She made her mind up she wouldn’t call bs I stayed begging her everyday until she agreed to let me call her!

Ghada’s Side:

Me and 3bdulla were chatting almost everyday.. the time difference sucks!

3bdulla kept begging me that he wants to call me. I didn’t want that! Okay kan fe mo5y enh bs chatting blkeyboard mo 9d8! I’m awkward I don’t know how to talk with men even in shops I would always let someone speak for me. I agreed and I made him promise that he will erase my number after the call and he said okay. I didn’t want to call 3la 6ool I told him that  will think about it bs he gave me his number anyway.

I thought a lot about what could happen if dad knew or my grandparents or Arwa bs 5la9 this will be the first and last time!

I entered the number he gave me and I was shaking.. for a moment I didn’t want him to answer!

…: Aloo.

Me: ahh ahleen :p

3bdulla: hala meen m3ay?

Me: uhh ana Gh..Lama!

Shit!!! Ya rb ma sm3 ya rb ma sm3!!!

3bdulla’s side:

GHADAA!! SHE IS GHADAAA! SHE WAS GOING TO SAY GHADA BS SHE SAID LAMA!! I KNEW SHE IS GHADA!!!