Chapter 20

and this is the end you guys <3 thank you for reading it and i hope you liked it and sorry i wanted to close the blog bs knt ab3'a a5l9 the story first so 7awlt a5l9ha bsr3a <3 thank you <3

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the few days passed by annoying-ly..

bs fj2a baba safr makkah y3ny daymn e7na kilna nroo7 m3 b36'.

mom d5lt 3ndi el3'orfa
mama: 7beebty.
me: hala?
Mama: t3rfeen 3bdulla o5o Hind?
Me: yeah?
Mama: 56bk.
i laughed w madry fr7ana z3lana madry wsh msha3ry!

Mama: obook ra7 Makkah 3shan yd3eelk.
Me: bs bs.
Mama: wsho?
Me: madry.

she went out and stayed thinking..
elzbda after a day w ki4a baba came he kissed my forehead awl shy w side hugged me he always does that bs i felt this time 3'eer..

Baba: 8alt lik omk?
Me: 3n?
Baba: 3bdulla?
Me: ee.
Baba: esh 8rrty?
Me: madry baba.
Baba: 9leety elesti5ara?
Me: lissa.
Baba: 9ly w e4a t2kdty 8oleely.
Me: inshala <3

tw6'eet w 9leet.. el7mdella kint mrta7a.

i told mama b3d ma baba ra7 w she told me that she would tell baba.

after 3 weeks t8reebn 3bdullah came to our house..
ma knt ab3'a anzl ast7y! baba nadany w he went bs Rakan was there so me, Rakan and 3bdullah.

3bdullah kan bs ybtsm w ana a6'7k madry wsh aswy y3ny b3deen he asked me keef 7aly w ki4a. w Rakan kan 8a3d 3la jawalh b3deen solfo w ki4a w ana sakta k2ny 6rma.

after 2 weeks, our engagement party is today.
mom wanted to do it fe 8a3a bs i refused l2nh y3ny lissa mo elwedding y3ny..

i woke up w b6ny y3wrny mn el5of.. y3ny mafy shy y5wf!

i did my daily routine b3deen elkofera came w she did my hair and mama's and Arwa came btw mn zman ma tklmt 3nha, w my cousins from all over saudi came =)) bs arwa elly kant m3ay blbeet..
elzbda we finished w t9wrt b3deen nadony 3shan elshee5 w eltw8ee3.
83dt arjf w ana aw83! madry leeh 7seet eny bzyada madry keef!

b3deen 3bdullah entered w he kissed my hands w 6l3na nt9wr w he stayed flirting with me w ana bs a6'7k walla 7seetny h6fa w tafha bss mafy shy a8oolh y3ny!

after that swo elzfa w ki4a w it was a day to remember 9ra7a!
i woke up on 3bdulla's call bs i was asleep so i didn't know wsh 8lt w 8flt.
elzbda rj3t anam.. b3deen someone entered my room. 8mt ella 3bdullah y6'7k.

9r5t! nseet enh he's my husband el7een 5wfny y3ny w ast7y labsa shorts w sh3ry mn ams!

anyway awl ftra knt killa ast7y w ki4a b3deen 9rt 3ady..

ba8y few weeks w at5rj!
3bdullah told me that we will go to Canada as soon as i graduate 3shan adrs hinak marra wa7da!

everything was good el7mdella <3

3bdulla is the guy that i wished for <3

my wedding was one of the best days of my life! <3

the other best day of my life was when allah rzgny bwald esmh 3bdulra7man <3

Chapter 19

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a7s everyone has this feeling elly they want to get married and wedding and the white dress and that even if they denied it!

anyway our senior year has started! me and 3bdulla talked shwy bs I didn't want to go deep with him.

elzbda marra rj3t mn elmdressa w baba ja bdry mn elsh3'l w 8bl ma nbda nakel
Baba: Ghada 7beebty?
Me: halaa.
Baba: la t8oleen halaa 3eeb ana obook!
Me: ma  8lt shy 3'l6 6yb =))
Baba: 8oly amr sm ay shy!
Me: smm yabo naif!
Baba: la 5la9 ma8dr!
Me: wsho?
Baba: la la.
Me: baba 8ool!
Baba: fe wa7d 56bk w ho marra kuwais w ana a3rfh w....

83dt a9ee7 fj2a w knt akl 3lk t3rfoon sh3oor elly ma tdreen t3lkeen wala t9e7een? yeah! =))

Baba: ghada 7beebty e4a enty ma tb3'een la 5la9 mara7 a3'9bk bshy!
hzeet rasy b3deen 83do ysolfoon 3shan ynsoony elsalfa.. a part of me wanted 3bdulla to come and ask for my hands asap..

5 months had passed.. i didn't hear from 3bdulla anything, literally anything!

he haven't tweeted and haven't dmed me anything and Hind didn't talk about him like she used to do!

rj3t mn elmdressa t3bana w a5la8y zft w maly 5l8 aklm a7d w r7t anam.

mama: ghada ghadaa yalla goomy!
me: hmmm mom!
Mama: 8omyy!
Me: wsho!!
Mama: 5altik om 3bdulla mnadytna 3la al3sha!
Me: maly 5l8 aroo7.
Mama: lma y9eer 3la  keefk 7beebty!
Me: mama maly 5l8 mo kil shyy 3'9b!
Mama: bt8omeen wala keef!
Me: est3'frallah ya rby m7d yrta7 bhlbeet!!

w d5lt el7mam w 8flt b8wa elbab. 3'slt wjhy w frsht asnany w ki4a w tsb7t w 6l3t.. sweet staright sh3ry w lbst a short dress m3 flat w r7t 3nd mama ashoof e4a 5l9t.. it was 6:30

elzbda w9lna w d5lna elbeet w ki4a w kan z7ma.. at 8:30 nado 3l3sha lma r7na ana w hind ma kan feeh mkan so 8lna bnstna eleen ma y5l9oon.


b3d ma 5l9o r7na eldinning room.. 83dna nakel bs ma kan feeh pepsi so hind ra7t tjeeb mn elm6b5.

shwy sm3t 9oot elbab shft foo8 ella 3bdulla!
3bdulla's eyes widened and shifted away.. he knew that i cover my hair 8idama..

3bdulla: keefk ghada?
Me: el7mdella ent keefk?
3bdulla: b5eer damk b5eer, ast24nk el7een 6al3.
Me: m3 elslamaa.

hind came b3deen with the pepsi.
Me: hind leeh 3bdulla hina?
Hind: y8ool ma y8dr yst7ml y83d l7alh hinak so mom 8a3d t8n3h ytzwj w yroo7 ho w zojth bs y8ool e9bro.
Me: ohh y3ny 3ndh fr9a ydrs barra w e7na mn zman nby w la2 -_-
Hind: 3aad!
w kmlna akl.

lma rj3na nmt w 3'bt elarbi3a 3shan ma 8drt aroo7.. b3d el3'da 83dna bl9ala kilna b3deen kil a7d ra7 3'erftah.

and the days went by normally bs baba was over-thinking ldrjat kil ma asolf m3ah ma y36eeny wjh marra 8hrny ma a7b ki4a!

Chapter 18

asf guys walla marra asf i was thinking of closing the blog l2ny a7s m95tha bs after thinking 8lt i will complete the story w bs :p w shokran l9brkom <3

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after staying for ours in Dubai's airport we were seated in Emirates airlines plane going to Canada.. i was seated next to Rakan.. Naif and Sul6an are together.. Mama and 7mood m3 b36'.. and baba is alone with wa7ed ma y3rfah.

83dna nsoolf ana w Rakan shwy w ki4a b3deen i said: Rakan?

Rakan: hala?

Me: bs mmkn please please a3rf ha4eek elbint elly d8t? 

a54 nfs 8wy

Rakan: w esh yhmk?

Me: ab3'a a3rf whats going on with my brother's life!

Rakan: 6yb she's just a girl that i talk with.

Me: y3ny 8a3d tl3b feeha?

Rakan: 5la9 ya Ghada lw sm7ty malik d5l!

Me: okay ana bklm wa7ed bjwaly w ki4a w lma yd8 3ly w ent trd b8oolk malk d5l.

Rakan: ana rjal w elrjal ma y3eebh shy.

Me: 3la keefk ent? nfs elshy 7beeby walla w msha3er elbnt mo l3ba 3ndk!

Rakan: ma 8lt eny 8a3d al3b fe msha3rha.

Me: ha4a elly 8a3d tbenh ly!

Rakan: 5la9 close the subject!

i stayed silent b3deen 83dt ashoof movie w Rakan slept.

knt marra t3bana so i slept b3deen.

i woke up w jabo elakl aklna w shft movie thany b3deen nmt marra thanya b3deeeeeeeen sm3t baba y97eena enh shwy w bno9l 8mt l8eet Rakan lisa nayem bs 83dt a97eeh bydy l2nh maly 5l8 a7rk fmy w atklm.

Rakan: Ghada trak abthrty omy tra!

Me: hm.

i went to the bathroom w frsht asnany w ki4a w i went out w b3deen 9aro elnas yro7oon w ki4a.. b3d ma hb6na my stomach bda yd3'd3'ny.. i was excited to see 3bdullah!

a54na shn6na w ki4a w fe Taxi besm baba fa rkbna w r7na elHotel.

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Baba: tdreen enh 3bdulla wld 9dee8y 4ak elly 8ablnah bdubai ydrs hina?

Mama: la 3aad ya7leelh bs ya 7yaty b3eeda Canada 3ad!

Baba: ee marra!

Mama: 6yb shof yoom n6l3 m3ah madamh hina b3eed 3n ahlh.

Baba: kan wdy walla bs rj3 els3odia el7een!

Mama: ohh kuwais!

laa est3'frallah leeh!! huffffff!

we arrived to the hotel w 83dna sa3a bllobby 3la ma baba yswy check in... baba took one sweet w one room.. he sweet contains 3 rooms and 9ala.. me and 7mood in one room, naif and sul6an in another and rakan is alone and the separate room is for baba and mama.

nmna ktheer fe el6yara w lma w9lna kan 3ndhom elm3'rb ki4a so drna w shfna esh 3ndhom w esh ma 3ndhom b3deen r7na m63m w t3sheena w rj3na w nmna.

we spent three amazing weeks! 

anyway blrj3a nothing new bs 83dna bDubai few days b3d.. i was shopping with Rakan w d5lna CH.. shft elBags shwy ella ams3 9oot mo 3'reeb rf3t rasy w awl ma shfth ft7t 3yooni b8wa! 3bdulla! wth is he doing here?

3bdulla smiled and said: ahleen Ghada keefk?

Me: ahh el7mdella enta keefk?

3bdulla: el7mdella.

Rakan yshoofni mst3'rb..

Me: Rakan ha4a wld 9dee8 baba.

Rakan: ohh ahleen sh5brk?

3bdulla: el7mdella ent keefk?

Rakan: kuwais el7mdella.

3bdulla's pov:

i was curios of who's that guy with ghada.. in the place where we met.. where my eyes found the most beautiful girl i the world! so i asked this guy so called Rakan..

Me: d8ee8a meen Rakan y3ny asf 3lso2al bs e34rny ma 3rftk?

Rakan: la wsh d3wa mn 78k t3rf ana o5oha.

Me: d8ee8a mo bs naif w sl6an w m7md?

Ghada: its a long story dude :p

Me: ohkaay :p w el7mdella 3la eslama mn Canada ha 3sa 3jbtkom?

Rakan went to see the men section i can see that ghada's nervous..

Ghada: allah yslmk ee marra 7lwa mashala.

Me: kuwais :p

Ghada: ent l7alk hina wala m3 ahlk?

Me: la m3 ahly.

Ghada: kuwais y3ny hind m3akom.

Me: eywa.

Ghada: ajl nshofkom inshalaa.

Me: inshala yalla m3 elslama.

Ghada's pov:

after the awkward conversation i went to Rakan b3deen t8ablna with the rest and Rakan told baba that we saw 3bdullah and dad decides to call obo 3bdullah to meet with them tomorrow aw after tomorrow! i'm happy but scared, i don't know why i'm scared and nervous seriosly y3ny why! 

after Dubai's trip we went back to SA.. it was fun el7mdella! 

Ramadan was going to end this week, so we went to Makkah for 2 days and then went back to Jeddah for my cousin's wedding thani yooom el3eed.

the wedding was awesome w marra fun 59o9an with my cousins! i really love them although i know i don't write about them and that's because we don't live in the same city y3ny my cousins elly blkhobar kilhom bizran y3ny m7d 8dy and that's boring.

anyway lma rj3na shar8ya mom nadtny.

Me: hala?

Mama: fe a7d 56bk tra w obook 83d yfkr jdd.

Me: hm?

Mama: sm3teeny!

Me: meen ho?

Mama: 3bdulr7man AlX

Me: 6yb trani bzr.

Mama: mra7 ttzwjeen el7een ya elb8ra bs 56ooba!

Me: 7ta lw maby atzwj!

Mama: 6yb 6yb.

Me: la tskteeny mooom! 

Mama: shsweelk y3ny!

Me: madry! 

 

Chapter 17

hey guys, adry m95tha w i'm posting later than usual bs i'm really busy elly bzyada walla i'm sorry! elzbda w elzeet w ki4a enjoy this chapter <3 amz7 tra bs 9d8 enjoy it! <3


and btw i don't like to ignore bs tra i read the questions on ask.fm bs i don't answer them l2nh kila 3n when will i post the next chapter! y3ny if you asked another question i would probably answer it. and thank you.



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first week of moraj3a and shit plus its saturday.. elmfroo6' enh diet w i completed eldwam with only eating fruits.. lma rj3t elbeet el3'da kan macaroni i really couldn't handle it and i ate!

elsa3a 4:30 t8reebn i went to my parents room w ft7t elbab b8wa kl3ada shwy ella asm3 9f8a ella ft7t 3la 7mood 83d y9ee7 w omy w oboy n6o 3ndh w 83do yr6'ona y3ny seriously ma 6'rbt b8wa marra..

7mood before getting out of the room: ma7bik!
Me: y3ny ana elly a7bik el7een?
Mama: Ghadaaa
Me: 6yb ho bda w enty sm3ty!
Mama: trah yt2thr mskeen 7ram 3leek!
Me: for god sake ma 8lt shy!
w 6l3t w 8flt elbab b8wa.. y3ny okay i'm not jealous from him bs y3ny seriously leesh daymn ho 3adi bs ana la2!

i opened my other twitter account, my Lama account.

i dm'ed 3bdulla: heey.
after a while 3bdulla: halla walla! keefk?
Me: yeah el7mdella ent sh5bark?
3bdulla: el7mdella doom <3

i didn't know what to say so i didn't reply i wanted him to start a conversation 59o9an after he knew who i really am now.

i went down and ate orange and played temple run then went to check on my school bag and went to the bed to sleep.. i checked my phone then i slept.

mom woke me up and i went to the bathroom, took a shower and wore my school uniform .

i went down and waited for the driver b3deen ja and we went to school.

in the car and on my way to school i checked my phone and saw that 3bdulla sent me a dm

3bdulla: so what's your plans for this vacation?

i was scared to answer so i didn't answer and the two moraj3a weeks passed by.

on the weekend elly before the first exam i was on my bed memorizing 3loom bee2a's words b9oot 3aly.. mom entered and she was holding a necklace..

Me: hala mama.
Mama: ghada ha4a el38d obook 36any eyah hdya lma tzwjna, kan awl 38d almas obook 36any eyah ab3'ak ta54eenh bs 7af6'y 3leeh!
Me: mn 3yoooniii!

i wore it and it was beautiful! although it's not that beautiful bs maybe because i see mom and dad on it!

i returned to studying w ki4a shwy ella Rakan called me.

Me: hala bl3yaal!
Rakan: halaa halaa!
Me: esh tb3'a?
Rakan: elnas y8ooloon hala bla5o w yjamloon shwy y3ny!
Me: ma 3ndi mjamlat e5l9 aby a4akr!
Rakan: broo7 elmstshfa bfk eljbs tjeen?
Me: b3deen nroo7 chili's?
Rakan: deal!
Me: 6yb bmrk b3d rb3 sa3a bl6'b6 bkoon 3ndk!
Rakan: bsr3a!

8flt bwjhh w r7t 3nd mama 8ltlha w lbst 3bayty w 6l3t!

w e7na blmstshfa kil a7d y6al3 rjooly madry wsh feehom.
Me: rakan a7s kil a7d blmostshfa yshoof t7t madry leeh.
Rakan: walla mn elpants elabya6' 78 Adidas elly 5ysteena feeh =)) la w msh8oo8 b3d!
Me: ohh shit nseet a3'yr!
Rakan: 3adii ya m3wda ma 3leek!
Me: adry a9ln bl68a8.

shal eljbs w awl shy ma kan y8dr ymshy b3deen 3adi and we went to chili's.

t3sheena w 6'7kna w ki4a b3deen w9lt Rakan and i went home.
el7mdella 3'yrt jw now i need to study <3

exams week was a pressure blnsba ly bs el7mdella nsbty kant marra kuwaisa!

and after one week we're going to Canada! finally!

i started packing my bag w 6b3n r7na elmall w ki4a to shop.. est3'ferallah i'm glad to wear 7ijab barra Saudi Arabia w i'm proud too bs yt3b elmlabes marra x_x 9ra7a a7sd elbnt elly her cloths are beautiful m3 el7ijab! i mean ma3rf keef ans8 ki4a!

anyway now we're off to Bahrain to Dubai to Canada!

Chapter 16

just to be clear, Rayan is Rakan bs ana tl5b6t so yeah 5la9 Rakan is Ghada's brother.


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after the phone call shwy ella Rakan 8am..
Me: el7mdella 3la elslaamaa a5 Rakan!
Rakan: allah yslmk 7beebti yooh rasy y3wrny jeebly may.
i went and brought for him water.
Rakan: jeety l7alk?
Me: la m3 mom.
Rakan: weenha el7een?
Me: 8alt btroo7 el7mam bs 6wlt madry.

he closed his eyes..

Me: Rakan?
Rakan: hmm?
Me: tklm banat?
Rakan: wsh hlso2al?
Me: just answer me.
Rakan: es2ly so2al zy elnas w brd.
Me: 6yb meen HYF?
Rakan: feen shfty elesm?
Me: d8t 3leek w ana rdeet.
Rakan: w leeh trdeen?
Me: a7sbha your mom l2nh k2nh Haifa.
Rakan: malk 78 trdeen.
Me: adry w ana asf bs lw sm7t mmkn tshr7ly meen ha4i?
Rakan: wsh 8altlk?
Me: 8altly leeh ma rdeet 3leeha b3deen 8alt enha mara7 t8blh w ahlha ma y8droon y3'9bonha w lma rdeet w 8lt Rakan nayem 8flt bwjhy.
Rakan: hmmm.
Me: sooo whats between you and her?
Rakan: wala shy just close the subject.

he closed his eyes..

mom came after awhile saying that Rakan can go back home again so we went back to the house..

in the morning his mother was scared and worried and she came so early to see her son w ki4a..

at night i was so bored so i called dad..
me: hala baba!
Baba: ahleen ya 3yoon abooha!
Me: keef 7alk?
Baba: el7mdella enty keefk?
Me: el7mdella.
Baba: ghada 7beebty twny d5lt elm63m ashoofk bokra inshala w tra bokra el9ba7 broo7 Dubai mall e4a tb3'een ay shy ersleely!
Me: alright!  m3 elslamaa!
Baba: m3 elslama!


at the very-late night i texted dad that i wanted a new bag 3la 4o8h.
i woke up in the morning and saw a couple of pictures lshn6 w wow k2nha shn6 3jayez! i can't tell this to baba byz3l akeed!
he called me and told me that he liked a purple LV bag!
when i saw the picture kant btjeeny jl6a and i didn't want to tell him that i didn't like it so i just stayed silent and said after that: ma 3jbtk 97? 5la9 broo7 channel el7een esh tbeen loon elshn6a?
Me: 3la 4o8k!
Baba: la t8oleen 3la 4oo8k 8ooly esh elloon?
Me: uhhm a56'r tfa7y?
Baba: 6yb.

elzbda shwy ella mom told me that dad bought me the bag and it was so expensive! y3ny i was expecting it to be expensive of course bs mo zy ki4a! and when i asked mom enh leeh yshtreeha kan 8aly t8ool he couldn't!

i felt so guilty and went to open my dairy.

i wrote: if i was my father's daughter.. i would atfl bwjhha.



why i felt over guilty? because i didn't really like the bag y3ny a7s almost every girl has it w its not that special.



the day after that when he came i hugged him marra b8wa and thanked him w ki4a w 83dna nsoolf b3deen i went to my room and called Rakan to check on him.
el7mdella he wasn't that mad y3ny ma kan marra y5wf 3shan after that HYF girl who i still don't know who!


i opened twitter and saw a follower request.. @abdulla_X 

the hell? is he effing kidding me? y3ny i have my brothers w they wont allow me to follow him! i accepted him without following him back a7sn.

i can't wait till we go to Canada! bs wait i'm scared to meet him.. no why am i scared? why would i be?

and exams are after 2 weeks from now!

i need to workout on my weight! i need to get thin! i need to have a perfect body and face!

Chapter 15

i'm so so so so so so so so sos sos sos sorrryy guys walla marra asf bs i was really busy, knt msafra b3deen school works w ki4a!

and thanks to @saudiiblog606 for helping me! <3



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i woke up mn jawaly kan yrn.

me: hmm?
Baba: 8oomy ykfy noom!
Me: baba for god sake elyoom el5meeeeees!
Baba: lw enh eljom3a bt8omeen!
Me: okay 5la9 8mt.
Baba: yalla brj3 ad8 b3d 3shr d8ay8 3la telephone elbeet enty rdy..
Me: inshala.

telephone elbeet bs yrn 3nd 3'orft omy w oboy elb3eeda aw el9ala t7t y3ny lazm bt7rk..

rj3t anam shwy.. ella my phone rj3 yd8

Me: hmm?
Baba in a serious tone: bla 3b6 w 8omy.
Me: inshala ha4any 8mt!
Baba: yalla.
Me: inshala.

i went to the bathroom and did my daily routine.. rf3t sh3ry lBun and wore my hoodie over my shorts w nzlt adwr f6oor..

awl ma nzlt sm3t e5wany yrk6'oon

Me: YA 3YAAL!
Mama: GHADA 9OOTK!
Me: oh okay asf.
Mama mumbled: ya5i madry mta hlbnt bt9eer ontha!
Me: 7ram 3leek!
Mama: walla! tklmy bn3ooma 7beebty mo lazm 9oot elwld!
Me: 6yb 9ooty ki4a shswy!
Mama: la ana a8dr a6l3 hl9oot bs a5feeh!
Me: 5la9 elmarra eljaya a5feeh inshala!
Mama: 6yb el7een t3aly m3ay nf6r barra eljw 7lo.
Me: alright!

6l3na barra el7oosh wala i see my brothers Naif w Sl6an w 7mood w Rakan! w baba was holding a monkey shaped cake! i totally forgot about my birthday l2no tbh this is the last thing i care about.

and they sang to me happy birthday w ki4a b3deen Baba w mama  jablooly hdya shn6a mn CH.. Rakan jably a bracelet mn Nomination! o 6b3n elba8een nobody jably -_-


i thanked them and we chatted a bit b3deen ra7oo 9lat el6'hr.. lma rj3o en76 el3'da w aklna w ki4a b3deen r7na beet jdy w jdty zy ay yoom 5mees..


it was fun w ki4a b3deen rj3na w i slept b3d my i checked my phone and stalked shwy you know b3deen nmt!

i woke up b3deen and its friday.. est3'frallah wsh 4a elk2aba! at 1 pm baba 8rr nroo7 elba7rain so r7na w shfna movie A Good Day To Die Hard it was awesome! kila 7mas!

we shopped w aklna w rj3na..




after 2 weeks kina ana w Arwa bnswy movie night bnshoof The lion king! marra i miss watching it!

elzbda rj3t mn elmdrsa at wednesday w 8lt ll5dama tjhz el5eema 3shan bnshoof hinak..

lbst my juicy training suit w i went down w sweet dip w ki4a w shwy ella Rakan yd5l..

Me: n3m yal7beeb?
Rakan: ya5ii zhgaan!
Me: mshkltk 7beeby Arwa btjeny!
Rakan: uff ya 4y elnshba arwaa!
i smiled and completed what i was doing.

Arwa: elslaam 3leekom!
Me: hala arwaa t3aly elm6b5! w la tf95een!
Arwa while entering the kitchen: 7ssteeny eny wa7da bitch btf95 kil shy.....
Me: AHAHAHAHAHA!
Arwa turned red w 6l3t.
Rakan while laughing: yalla ana raye7 el7een ajl!
Me: m3 elslamaa!

r7t adwr 3la arwa i found her bl7mam.
Me: Arwa e6l3y!
Arwa: kli zg 7ywana!
Me: Ra7 e6l3y!
Arwa: k4aba!
Me: walla!
Arwa opened the door: klba leesh ma 8lteely walla fshla!
Me: la 3ady!


r7na el5eema w shfna kil elthree chapters!

Arwa ra7t beetha w ki4a and Rakan came..

Me: hala bl3yaal!
Rakan: haallaa bk!
Me: 6yb ana jo3ana!
Rakan: ana b3d!
Me: esh tby nswy?
Rakan: indome?
Me: okay d8ee8a bs2l bs Naif w sl6an e4a yboon w bjy!

i went up stairs and of course they were bsabe3 noma.. mo wjh weekend 4ool!

i went back to Rakan b3deen 3'slt el97oon w ki4a w enkb n86a 3la Rakan

Rakan: ya 7mara leeh tkbeen!
Me: wsho?
Rakan: moya!
Me: n86a ya rb!
Rakan: t3aly ajrb e4a n86a aw la!
Me: la la amz7 5la9 asf!
jab moya w kbha 3ly! w we started playing with water w 9ar elr5am kilaa moya!
83dna n6'7k w e7na 6al3een n3'yr malabsna fj2a ashoof Rakan y6ee7 mn eldrj!

sh'h8t w nzlt bsr3a w shft dm ynzl mn ras'h w 5ft marra w klmt mama w 3la 6ool r7na elmstshfa with the driver l2nh baba kl3ada msafer!

lma w9lna r7na el6ware2!

83dna nstna 2 hours b3deen the doctor 6l3: om Rakan?
mom: la 5alth wsh feeh?
the doctor: el7mdella bs enksrt rjlh w rash 6'rb shwy w 5lah y3'ma 3ly mn el6'rba bs mafy athar da5lya el7mdella! y3ny inshala sa3a blktheer w y8oom!

mom wanted to call his mom bs 9ar leel w she's sleeping 6b3n.. d5lna 3'rft rakan w mama d5lt el7mam.. i stared at him shwy w madry i felt guilty!

bs shwy ella his phone jmbh was ringing.. shft meen w it was HYF.. i was curios so i answered

a girl: aloo? Rakan leeh ma rdeet b3d ma 8ltlk!!
Me: hmm?
the girl: 8ltlk mara7 a8blh! w ahly ma y8droon y3'9boony!
Me: Rakan t3ban meen?

8flt bwjhy.. seriously?

Chapter 14

i know this chapter is very short bs i already wrote another one so yeah :p

@anonymousblogg5
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ma nzlt bs 6l3t 9oot: Hala baba!

Baba: t3aly shwy!
Me: inshala.

wth is baba thinking!

i went to the 9ala and saw the man smiling w his son is trying to smile!

Me: elsalam 3leekom.
All: w 3leekom elslam!
Baba: 97 enty daymn t8oleen ly aby a5 kbeer?
Me: ee.
Baba: 6yb t3rfeen meen ha4a?
Me: meen?
Baba: ha4a o5ook Rakan!

mo5y ra7 lb3eeeeed sweet drama!

Baba: wsh feek tn7ty? =))
Me: keef o5oy?
Baba: ejsly w ana ashr7lk.. mn zman awl ma inwldty kan wld 3my elly ho 3mk yskn hina w kan Rakan 3mrh sna w n9 snteen ki4a omh r6'3tik w nst w ra7o 3asho blriyadh 3shan sh3'l 3mk w nst elsalfa.. lma rj3o b3eeshoon hina t4krt w 8alt l3mk w 3rfna enkom e5wan!
Me: mishwaar!
3my: shfty keef!
Baba: bs mshwar kuwais shfty bla5eer 6l3 3ndk a5!
Me: ee el7mdella :p
Rakan: eywa keefk Ghada?
Me: el7mdella enta sh5bark?
Rakan: el7mdella.. y3ny 5la9 9ar 3ndi e5t a5eern?
Me: hahahaha ee :p
Rakan: el7mdella! :p

we chatted a bit b3deen t4krt enny lisa bmryooly fa est24nt w 6l3t foo8 w i told Arwa what happened w 8flt jawali w nzlt w 5la9 they were about to leave... Rakan turned to be their only child..

anyway wd3nahom w ki4a w jlsna nsoolf m3 baba shwy ella 6l3 y3'yr 3shan beroo7 elmktb shwy -_-

6l3t my room w i started reblogging on tumblr b3deen i sent to baba: اتعلم يا قلب ابنتك لو ان السعادة تهدى لاهديتك سعادتي بأكملها <3

after few minutes he replied: اتعلمين يا قلب ابيك انيسأردها لك ،مضاف لها سعدتي وكل حياتي

a7bh :(

i did my homeworks w nmt.

the week past normally and i guess that 3bdulla went back to Canada.. Arwa kil yoom ts2lny e4a i did something stupid or not and by that she means if i did something that mentioned 3bdulla bs 3shan m7d yfham :p


b3d km week is summer vacation! woooah i'm so excited! Baba 8al we're going to Canada, mom and my brothers didn't like Canada bs i was with baba against them so baba was happy and he told them bnroo7 mo 3la keefhom! i don't know knt aby ashoof 3bdulla! i missed him shwy bs wsh d3wa i don't talk to him any more! and Rakan? we grew closer, marra 6yb mashala! kil ma y6l3 mkan ys2lny e4a aby shy w ki4a <3 w his parents y3amloony k2ny bnthom marra cute <3
he's the brother who i wished for! <3

he made a visa m3ana l2na bejy m3ana Canada! it'll be fun inshala i'm sure of it! 

Chapter 13

@anonymousblogg5

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i woke up the next day mn mom.. she came to my room to wake us up to pack our bags..

mom: arwa ghada yalla gomo rtbo shn6tkom.
me: inshala 8mna 8mna.

i woke up and checked my phone and remembered what happened yesterday and just went through 3bdulla's timeline.


he didn't write anything since yesterday. i don't want to see him be9eer marra awkward!

i did my daily routine and took a shower and wore my cloths w everything and put my earphones in my ears and entered my own world... i sang as i packed my bags until someone 6'rbny bmo5da i turned around ella i saw arwa with her towel.

Me: hmm?
Arwa: bd5l el7mam w b6wl ymkn b83d blbathtub ma tbeen ta54een your tooth brush w ki4a?
Me: ohh 97 ella.
Arwa: 6yb.


i took my things from the bathroom and continued packing my bags b3deen my music stopped and my phone started ringing.. i saw the caller and it was baba.

Me: ahleen baba 9ba7 el5eer.
Baba: 9ba7 elnoor 7beebty keefk?

i felt guilt running through my veins l2nh i talked to a guy and i know that my dad will never allow me to do it.

Me: el7mdella enta keefk?
Baba: el7mdella, ana 6ale3 w omk btrtb shn6 e5wank tjeen m3ana ana w e5wank?
Me: bs entom mafy a7d 3'reeb?
Baba: la t3aly.
Me: okay jaya el7een entm blobby?
Baba: ee nstnak yalla.
Me: jaya inshala!

76eet elashya2 elly ma rtbtha blshn6a ml5b6a and i knocked on Arwa telling her that I'm going out with baba and 6l3t llelevator and i pressed L.. ela9n9eer marra b6ee2 ywtr! knt mtwtra a5af ashoof 3bdulla w knt aby ela9n9eer ynzl bsr3a 3shan ma ykoon wld aw rjal yd5l ast7y nkon bla9n9eer l7alna!

the elevator opened w kint a7os bjawali w shft elrjl kan short with tods 3rft enh wld shbab fa ma rf3t rasy. lma 8fl:

..: Ghada?
i looked up and saw 3bdulla! God dammit akthr shy ma knt aby ashoofh elyoom!
Me: hala?
3bdulla: esh 9ar ams?
Me: ma 9ar shy.
3bdulla: ghada 8ltlk a3rf enh enty 5la9 la t7awleen tlfeen w tdoreen 8olely bs esh 9ar!

i looked at the floor.
3bdulla: if you don't want to talk now 5la9 bs bt8oleen ly el7een wala b3deen!

3la keefa ha4a?

Me: 6yb.

the elevator finally opened w 3la 6ool 6l3t and saw baba waiting on the chairs with my brothers r7t w slmt 3la baba w w8fna 3shan nmshy ella baba shaf 3bdulla.

Baba: 3bdulla!
3bdulla: hala 3mii!

he kissed baba's forehead.. okay i milted!

Baba: keef 7alk?
3bdulla: el7mdella ent sh5bark?
Baba: el7mdella walla hah mta raj3een?
3bdulla: elyoom inshala.
Baba: kuwais zyna y3ny.
3bdulla: ee.
Baba: ajl e7na ray7een el7een f2man allah.
3bdulla: m3 elslama.


and we went to the mall... tmsheena shwy w r7na movie lma 5l9na kant elsa3a 2 pm so baba 8al nst3jl 3shan nswy check-out w nrj3 SA!

rj3na w wdeena elshn6 elsyara.. and i went with Arwa and Khalid..

the ride was silent until Khalid interrupted
Khalid: wsh feekom 9ayreen nkd allah la ynkd 3leena?
Arwa: 3shan bokra mdrsa.
Khalid: bs eltholatha2 kintom hyper w ki4a w t7msoon elyoom mash walla.
Arwa: 3ad malna 5l8 elyoom.

i put my earphones and listened to some music until Khalid w8f bmkan w lf 3ly
Khalid: Arwa Ghada wsh tboon mn elb8ala?
Arwa: Oreo.
Me: icecream thak elmlwn el39eer elly yjmdoonh.
Arwa: shr7k! =))
Me: 3aad elmfroo6' yfhm :p

Khalid came back with our things and we ate and completed our way.. elshms bdt t3'rb so i asked
Me: Khalid km ba8i w no9l?
Khalid: sa3a ki4a inshala.
Me: inshala.

i slept and Arwa woke me up.

Arwa: Ghada yalla gomyyy!
Me: hah hah gmt!
Khalid was laughing est3'frallah ma atw83 fe shy y6'7k!

nzlt beetna and they went.. d8eet eljrs w ft7tly el5dama.
Me: Wella did mom and dad came?
Wella: not yet.
Me: alright.

i went up to my room and checked my phone and opened twitter.

@GhadaALX: Home sweet home!

i saw a follwer request so i went to see who is it.. it was Khalid so accepted 3adi and Saw that 3bdul3ziz wanted to follow me too.. i accepted them both bs i followed Khalid back.

i changed to my pj's and checked the time, it was 7 pm so i slept.

mom woke me up elyoom elly b3dh i was too sleepy maly 5l8 adaawm bs mom 8altly lw tmoteen btroo7en!

the day went good i guess, i returned back home to see a car that i never saw before, as i entered the house kan fe 7orma kbeera bmjls el7reem w sm3t a9wat rjal bl9ala lma 6leet kan wld w atw83 obooh l2nh shwy kbeer y3ny elab.. rk6't 3shan m7d yshofny foo8 bs i heard baba call my name! dammit baba!

Chapter 12

hey guys.. there are lots of pretty people here and those pretty people are the people who dm's me about my blog i wanted to write their usernames bs a5af ma yb3'oon w ki4a :p anyway and people on ask.fm are the sweetest b3d <3 bs lw yw8foon ys2loon 3n the next chapter b3d ma a5l9 elprevious chapter arta7 :p anyway i love you all my readers form all around the world <3




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ask.fm/whateverittake

Our parents w9lo and we got ready and got out at 9 bl6’b6 kilna.

We went to shake shak balavenues w t3sheena b3deen r7na n6ale3 movie  w our mothers went shopping and our fathers 8a3deen bcoffee shop.

We were done b3deen r7na the hotel w nmna.

The next day mom called our room to wake us up.. I was sleeping heavily and Arwa answered her.

Arwa: -hmm?

-8mna 8mna 5alty

-ee ee ha4a e7na

-inshala

-inshala

-inshala

-yalla.

And she closed

5 minutes later:

Arwa: ghadaaa.

Me: hmm?

Arwa: 8omay.

Me: moby.

arwA: omch t8ool yalla.

Me: 8tltch mobyy!

Arwa: yalla!

Me: kany kany 8mt!

Arwa: a7b Kuwaiti accent :(

Me: 97 me too :(

Arwa: nt7wl kuwaitian?

Me: ee 5la9 okay!

Arwa: meen btroo7 7mam awl?

Me: onaa!

Arwa: 6yb bsr3a!

Me: inshala!

I went to the bathroom and took a shower, did my daily routine and got out.

Me: a7taj a5ff siba7at sh3ry kil yoom 8a3ed y6ee7 wajed w en3dm!

Arwa: ee enty mjnona 3’l6 tsb7eenh kil yoom! 3la8l kil yomeen marra!

Me: esh aswy ma ast7ml a7s eny m3fna!

Arwa: l2nk 9d8 m3fna!

Me: shut up!

Arwa: I’ll enter the bathroom!

Me: please yalla ab3’a albs.

Arwa: btf95een 3baytik?

Me: la 6b3n leeh?

Arwa: madry lma 8lty albs a7sbk btksh5een!

Me: y3ny wsho blbs 3baya w ana mf95a?

Arwa: la bs madry 5la9 nevermind.

Me: I’ll not.

She entered and I wore as every typical Saudi girl, a legging with a sweeter and wore my watch and some of my bracelets and rings w 83dt a6868 3la jawali until arwa 5l9t and we went down to eat breakfast at the hotel.

5l9na w r7na 360.. we went to see a movie b3deen r7na malahi m3 the boys b3deen r7na shopping l7alna until we met our mothers fe Ralph Lauren w msheena m3ahom.

5l9na w r7na chocolate bar w solfna w ki4a w b3deen kil a7d ra7 their separate ways, I went with my family and Arwa went with hers.

Mom and my brothers were tired so baba said that we will drop them in the hotel and we’ll go ndoor y3ny w ki4a.

W9lnahom w 83dna ndoor w we chatted w madry esh it was fun y3ny shwy ella baba’s phone rang.. est3’frallah 7ta fe elsfr ez3aj telephonat..

Baba: -hala hala bbu 3bdulla.

-ohh 3ad ghada ma tb8y shy ma tktbh btwitter hahahahaha.

-twkom wa9leen?

-leeh w elly elmfroo6’ ya54kom weenh?

-shf elklb! 6yb mafy taxi’s?

-ajl yalla jayeen el7een na54kom.

-la bs ghada 3adi.

-5la9 nshofk inshala.

Baba: tra ray7een na5e4 3mk mn elm6ar?

Me: meen?

Baba: obo hind?

Me: ohh okaay.

Baba: y8ool 3rf enna hina mn hind l2nk ktbty btwitter =))

Me: oh okaay ahm shy :p

I was so confused y3ny 3bdulla is with them wala rj3 canada?

Uff a9ln whatever ma yhmny bl68a8 why do I care?

W9lna elairport w ana ma nzlt mn elsyara bs baba 76 elshn6 wara b3deen ana 3shan 3my yrkb 8idam n6eet wara..

Hind: 8ird mo bnt =))

Me: la ykthr bs keefk w el7mdella 3la elslama <3

Hind: allah yslmk! <3

And she hugged me! I don’t usually hug people y3ny ma3rf I rarely hug arwa w mama w baba I can’t y3ny madry!

I just smiled and hugged her back.

Slmt 3la khalty w dana w s3ood and 3my w 3bdulla w baba d5lo elsyara bnfs elw8t..

So eltrteeb kan

Khalty-s3ood-dana-me-hind-3bdulla

3my-baba

y3ny kan marra z7ma w skrna elkrasy elly wra 3shan elshn6.

Dana kant foo8y w s3ood kan foo8 his mother.

3my: ahleen bbnty ghada!

Me: hala 3my keef 7alk?

3my: el7mdella enty sh5bark?

Me: b5eer el7mdella.

3my: ajl tktbeen kil shy btwitter ha? =))

I felt hind laughing and 3bdulla looking at me and smiling.

Me: haha ee :p

3my: shfty lw enk ma ktbty kan ma 3rfna enkom hina!

Me: ee :p

Baba: keef 7alk ya om 3bdulla?

Khalty: el7mdella tslm ent shloonk?

Baba: el7mdella.

3bdulla: keef 7alik ghada?

Me: uhh el7mdella.

I couldn’t ask ent keefk? Ma3rf I was afraid of I don’t know what.. the ride was full of laughing and chatting..

3bdulla: dana t3aly foo8y!

me: la 3adi.

Hind: k4aba a7sk shwy w trmeenha =))

Me: la shd3wa 3adi walla!

Dana: a9ln mab3’ak enty 3wrteeny!

Me: lisa 7a8da 3ly? Mita btnseen w km marra a8oolk bl3’l6 walla!

Dana: bs y3wr!

Me: a7sn roo7y 5la9 e4a nseety t3aly!

Dana; mn zeenk a9ln!

Khalty: dana? 3eeb!

Dana: asfa mama.

She sat on 3bdulla’s lap..

5 minutes later:

dana: 3bdulla ya5i ent dob en7shrt mo mree7!

3bdulla: wsh d5l?

dana: mafy mkaan!

3bdulla: elm6loob y3ny?

Dana: ab3’a aroo7 3nd ghada.

3bdulla: es2leeha!

Dana: ent es2lha!

3bdulla: 3ndk lsan? Es2leeha =))

dana: ma 3ndi en863!

3bdulla: est3’fy rbk!

Dana: awl shy es2lha!

3bdulla: ghada 3adi dana t83d b76’nk?

Madry leeh bs est7eet lma 8al b76’nk t7soon enha ki4a 3eeb madry =))

Me: ahhh awl shy sam7teeny w nseety elly 9ar bdubai?

Dana: eeywa asfa bs 5leeny a83d foo8k!

Me: t3aly.

And she sat on me.

Hind: th8eela?

Me: la 3adi :p

Their hotel kan nfs our hotel.. sb7an el9df!!

W9lna w ki4a hom kano yswoon check in w ana w baba 6l3na foo8 our rooms.. I entered our room w arwa was sleeping.. I enetered the bathroom w did my business and wore my pijama’s and swung into my bed and checked my phone..

Twitter:

3bdulla: enty bDubai w ana blKuwait ya slaam!

Me: lol el7mdella 3la elslamaa!

3bdulla: allah yslmk!

Me: d5lo 3’orfkom?

3bdulla: ee bs wait wsh drak enh m3ay ahly?

Shit!

Me: la bs y3ny you came to Saudi for them ma btsafer w t5leehom b3d :p

3bdulla: good point.. so what are you doing now?

Me: my roommate slept and I’m alone a6868 3la jawali in my bed!

3bdulla: ohh good. Can I call you?

Me: umm I can’t!

3bdulla: why?

Me: because I can’t!

3bdulla: please!

Me: for 5 minutes and I will not talk alright?!

3bdulla: 6yb!

I called him and he answered mn awl rana!

3bdulla: heey!

Me: ahleen :p

3bdulla: keefk lama?

Me: el7mdella ent?

3bdulla: el7mdella.

Me: soo?

3bdulla: keef dubai?

Me: tslm 3leek haha.

3bdulla: ma y6’7k.

me: 6’7kny.

3bdulla: 6yb!

Me: so when will go back to Canada?

3bdulla: after a week or so.. I honestly forgot what day will I go back!

Me: 4ki bsmella 3leek!

3bdulla: 6al3 3leek!

Me: shokran!

After a minute of silent I was scared of arwa hearing me so I said: 3bdulla I need to hung up now baba is calling me!

3bdulla: alright and good night!

Me: good night!

I went back to my bed and charged my phone w nmt.

Arwa: ghada yalla goomy!

Me: mabyy!

Arwa: ella w a7taj aklmk bmw6’oo3 b3d!

Hina ana 8m6t y3ny 9d8 e4a 8alo elly 3la rash b67a yt7ssha!

Me: ha4ani 8mt wsho?

Arwa: 5l9y kil shy w b8oolk!

I went to the bathroom shaking w 5l9t w ki4a and went to her..

Me: hmm?

Arwa: meen 3bdulla elly kinty tklmeena ams?

Me: wld 3my el93’eer!

Arwa: leeh yt9l 3leek hlw8t?

Me: 3shan l3ba madry wsh salftha!

Arwa: 6yb e4a ektshft enh a7d thani ya weelk!

Me: 6yb.

6l3na w af6rna w we saw 3my abu 3bdulla w ki4a.

arwa: meen ha4ool?

Me: 3my bo 3bdulla w hind w dana w s3ood w 3bdulla w khalty.

Arwa: 9dee8 obok?

Me: ee.

Arwa: so this is 3bdulla! Seriously ghada!!!

Me: shush!!!

T3rfoon lma tboon t9e7oon bs t7bsoon el9ee7a w 9ootk y9eer y863 w 3eenk t3’6eeha elmoya?

Hind came and sat in me and arwa’s table.. arwa and hind t3rfo 3la b36’ and I was scared of the lecture I was going to get when we get back at the night.

3bdulla was staring at me and this is creeping me out 59o9an enh 8aly fe lama enh he likes me w ki4a.. I tried to act normal bs tears 8a3da tnzl shwy..

Hind: wsh feek!

Me: la bs 3dsaty t3wr :p

Hind: 6yb sheelehom!

Me: a83d 3mya ma ashoof? :p

Hind: wala t83deen tdm3een mn awl ma jeena w enty ki4a!

Me: la 3adi beroo7 b3d shwy..

5l9na w r7na elmall we shopped with hind w ki4a and we had kind of fun bs lisa kint shayla hm lma nrj3!

We got back m3 3bdulla 3shan all of them ra7o mall thani -_-

The ride was silent w I wanted to go to another place 3shan ma nrj3 elfnd8!

3bdulla: fe 39eer ymd7oona w daymn asm3 esmh blmslslat tboon nmr m7l 39eerat na5e4?

Hind: shsma?

3bdulla: 3war 8lb!

arwa: elesm bs!

6l3t el6’7ka elly maly nfs and r7na w kint fr7ana enh bnt25r shwy.

3bdulla’s side:

I knew something was wrong with ghada today a7s mny! I wanted to stay longer with her that’s why I told them that we should go and drink 3war 8lb.

When we arrived to the hotel ghada ma kant tby t6l3 and hind 8altlha enh y83doon t7t bs arwa said that she needed her to pack 3shan bokra byrj3oon. Bs ghada didn’t want to go and she begged arwa to stay bs arwa insisted to take her with her up.

They disappeared…

Ghada’s side:

Arwa: enty 9a7ya!!

Me: esh?

Arwa: 3bdulla ha4a kinty t89deen!

Me: la meen 8al?

Arwa: ghada I know you have a crush on him bs ha4a mo  y3ny tklmeenh!

I cried: walla madry I just loved him! Bs he doesn’t know that I’m ghada!

Arwa: ajl esh 9ftk lma d8eety 3leeh ams?

Me: eny wa7da akbr mn ghada bsna bs bmdrstha1

Arwa: ghada he’s not that stupid w y3ny mn n6’rath wa6’e7 enh he has a crush on you b3d!

Me: he told me that he liked ghada elly hy ana I know he has a crush on me bs he doesn’t know that lama is ghada lama is a fake account!

Arwa: you’ll end this now!

Me: blleel mo el7een!

Arwa: now!!!

Me: arwaa!

I called his number..

Me while crying: 3bdulla!

3bdulla: esh feek!

Me: we need to end this!

3bdulla: why what happened!

Me: wala shy bs we need to end this I’m a fake person a9ln and bad and what I did was wrong w sm3ty mohema!

3bdulla: ymkn fe a7d jnbk elly hy arwa w ya ghada I know who you are and I knew mn zman bs I didn’t tell you! I love you w I know what you did is wrong bs I know for a fact that this is the first time for you and sm3tk 3’alya 3ndi ana b3d mst7eel a8ool l27d!

I was shocked! What the hell! Keef 3rf meen ana! A3’yr 9ooty lma aklmh! Why why why!! Ma8dr a6al3h el7een! Ya ar6’ ensh8y w ebl3eeny!

I closed the line on his face.

Arwa: esh 8al?

Me: wala shy bs 8al enh good choice.

Arwa: ohh zeen and please la tsween shy ki4a marra thanya ana sweet ki4a 3shan I care for you w 5ayfa 3leek.

Me: I know.

In fact that’s what people always say.

I slept b3d ma bkeet ktheer bdoon ma t7s arwa.